I'm in a rut. A BIG, FAT rut. I don't know exactly how to get out of it. I have this overwhelming feeling of unhappiness. A bit of a depression, perhaps. I've been trying to keep myself busy and surrounded by happy things and thoughts, but nothing seems to help. I even tried wallowing in my own pity for awhile hoping that it would then pass. Apparently it decided to stay even though I wanted it to go.